#17: what is the thing you most wish you were good at?
accomplishing things that i want to do. so much of the time i give up what i want most for what i want at the moment. NOT a good trait. i get so caught up in the moment that i don't stop and think about the consequences or how this will get in the way of my good goals. man.. i'm really working on this one.
#18: what is the most difficult thing you've ever had to forgive?
i don't really like this question, because it requires me to pinpoint someone or something that i have held a grudge against, and i don't want to admit that {even to myself, because i may still be trying to forgive them!} but maybe one of the hardest things i've found in life is the ability to forgive myself. i beat myself up on a daily basis for big and little things that i've done that i know are wrong. it's so hard sometimes to forgive myself. i think i'm not good enough and that's that. forgiveness = near impossible.
buuttt.... I KNOW that is just stupid old Satan working his power on me. he's such a jerk. he knows just what to whisper to me to make me start doubting myself and remembering things that should be forgotten.
today, i will start to do both of these things:
a) remember that what i want most exceeds what i want at the moment.
b) remember that i can forgive myself and let go of the past.
"the future is as bright as your faith." --president thomas s. monson
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