let's be honest -- who doesn't love the play wicked? okay, i've never actually seen it. but the soundtrack is absolutely amazing. it describes how i'm feeling right now so well! my roommates and i have been on a wicked kick the past couple days. we rocked out to defying gravity, cried together on the bed listening to for good, and screamed defying gravity once again.
a few of the lines hit me so hard in this trial i'm going through. they give me such a boost!
"but i don't want it. . . no. . . i can't want it anymore."
"something has changed within me. something is not the same. i'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game. too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep. it's time to trust my instincts, close my eyes: and leap!"
"and you can't pull me down!"
"i'm through accepting limits, cause someone says they're so. some things i cannot change, but till i try i'll never know! too long i've been afraid of losing love i guess i've lost. well, if that's love it comes at much too high a cost!"
"and if i'm flying solo, at least i'm flying free!"
"and just to clear the air, i ask forgiveness for the things i've done you blame me for."
"everyone deserves the chance to fly!"
"and nobody is ever gonna bring me down!"
i want all of you to go listen to these two songs right now. hurry. type them in on youtube. they're wonderful songs. they even made me feel better! and that's definitely saying something -- at least, right now.